I <3 U, K?

James snorted.
"You'd think she got implants or something. Wouldn't be surprised if she did."

"But implants for an ass?"

Justin snorted.

"That's seems a bit stupid. I like a firm ass, not a fat one."

He paused.

"... Yeah, makes sense. Guys have firmer butts. Okay."

"I'm pretty sure the Kardashian sisters have had those. Multiple times."

He chuckled at the second comment, but didn't say anything, just leaned his head more into Justin's fingers.

"Who?"

"I don't even know. They've got these Valley Girl accents and I have no idea how many times they've had plastic surgery. They probably don't even know. They've had these TV shows and post sex tapes and it's just bad."

"Are the sex tapes any good?"

"No idea, never watched any of em. That stuff was never really my kind of thing..." he trailed off awkwardly.

"N-not like I haven't-...Okay just gonna shut up now."

Justin grinned as he saw an opening.

"What, you've never watched porn before?"

He sighed and rubbed his eyes.
"Read plenty. If that counts at all."

"Read?"

Justin paused.

"... So, the place where you learned your fundamentals of sex was... a book....?"

"Internet," James corrected, eyes trained on the TV screen.

"Seriously?"

Justin grinned.

"... That's kinda hard for me to wrap my mind around. Honestly."

"Yeah, I know. But my parents were kind of always against me hanging out with most normal kids when I was little so I never really had other people influencing me on that kind of thing. Except my cousin who's a year older, but he's a total douche so that made me a bit less inclined to get more into that stuff. He always had the most vulgar stuff to say about girls and it just...rubbed me the wrong way."

He crossed his arms and leaned more into Justin.

Justin made a confused face.

"... Nooope. Can't say I ever had that problem." he smirked. "Hospitals are pretty open about that shit, you know?"

"What, they have porn lying around in hospital rooms?"

"No, but it's basically openly discussed." He shook his head good-naturedly at the screen.

"It was a hospital, you know? Everything and more showed up there. Sex wasn't a grand mystery or anything, babies came through all the time, and then AIDS, Herpes, Crabs, shit like that." He shrugged.

"It was just... normal."

He paused.

"Oh, and then there was the rape."

He nodded solemnly, though no serious showed in his face. Which was... odd.

"Yes, that's another key point from which I learned of "the intercourse"." he put quotes around the words to add a hopefully comedic effect.

James turned to face Justin, eyebrows raised and concern plain in his face.

"Rape? You...Justin you never told me about that before."

Justin frowned.

"Didn't I?'

He thought back to all their conversations over the internet, frown deepening as he realized his blunder.

"... Huh. You're right."

He shrugged.

"Well, my doctor raped me around 5 or 6. So now you know. Probably one of the reasons I created Judas, that, and Emily."

James stared at him, shaking his head a little.

"No, I had no idea...That's..." he trailed off, he couldn't think of what else to say.

Justin looked to him and smiled.

"Hey, don't worry about it. I'm over it. Was over it years ago, ya know?"

He looked back to the movie, tapping his foot along to the only good thing about it. The music.

"It doesn't matter to me anymore."

James nodded. He still felt bad though.

"How...many people have you been with?"

He blinked, realizing what he had just asked.

"...you don't have to actually answer that if you don't want to..."

Justin frowned at his question.

"... Honestly, only..." He sighed. "Hell, I don't even know. I've lived so many lives... I can't really say... Some of it may have been real, some not, I just..."

He shook his head apologetically.

"I don't know. Sorry."

"S'alright, just curious," James replied, waving away the question.

Justin shook his head again.

"No, it isn't. I should at least be able to tell you that much, you entering a relationship like this and all. It's not fair to you."

He sighed.

"So, yeah. I'm sorry, again."

"Well at least you're honest enough to tell me that you don't remember. Anyone else might have lied and said I'm the first one, or spewed out some ridiculous number to seem experienced. As long as you don't have AIDS or something it's cool with me."

he gave a little grin at the last part.

"...You don't have AIDS, right?"